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6.26.26
12:49AM – Watching SVU with Jude. Intro is the view of an opulent church, specifically the confessional booth. Cut to Stabler giving confession over whatever heart-wrenching bullshit his job at Special Victims Unit has brought to his psyche and me telling Jude “I could suck your dick there. I’m sure those little grated windows slide […]
6.25.26
6:05PM – I’ve officially moved in with Jude. It’s weird to live with a man again. It’s not at all bad so far, just not something I ever thought I’d be doing. Again. Invited our mutual friend (who I have yet to think of a alias for) over to celebrate (or rather just all have […]
6.21.26
2:50AM – I got an insanely late start to the evening which seems to be the trend for Saturdays. I have to rip myself out of the comfort of the void and doing that is a lot easier said than done. I will say that since I’ve been active on my usual haunts, the usual […]
“You’re a fucking black hole”
Write about anything. Just write. I decided to put on the bride. This movie is so ridiculously well written, I wish I’d written it. The Bride is everything imagined the original bride of Frankenstein’s monster to be. Ny dreams are fucked lately. We’re back to a repeating location so I know a cycle is beginning […]
Art is Dead by Bo Burnham // 0:00 – 006
I think we really need to expand the definition of entertainer. Everyone plays a role and goddamned if most people don’t just take it as sincerity. I hate people, some random dude got shot down legit RIGHT before closing. An insecure man is a dangerous man.
04-03-26
I ask the universe for drugs and then get impatient and she over delivers. I can’t even really be that mad. I got exactly what I wanted and more. While I am aware of just how stupid it is to utilize or start to depend on something to work, this job, even with augments, is […]
03.19.26
I was helping Jude move the fan in the bedroom, he didn’t know the rotation was on and kept telling me to stop rotating it when I’d already stopped. It was a like a Three Stooges sketch with only Curly and Larry. A Two Stooges sketch if you will. All while I’m wearing a slut-top […]